what is wrong with me?

Everything.

Everything about my sister's wedding.

I can't seem to help it. I WANT to behave like a normal person and get all excited and girly and blah blah blah - but it's just not in me.

I got nothing.

Between the luncheons and hats and invitations and showers and dealing with my mother and my sister, I am going to explode.

It's nice how my sister sends emails to me saying "your mother has done this..." Like it's my fault she is dysfunctional.

I refuse to wear an "Easter" hat.

That is all.